What 2005 meant to me

• My tumultous relationship with Ken. Triggered by Cookie Jar Girl + some other shit
  
• Crying to my Dad over my first driving test failure
• Lousy heck care Valentines Day
• Ken missing our 2nd Anniv
  
• 21st Birthday at HardRock Cafe, which i thought was pretty much a facade to make things look better.
  
• Risshe's Birthday at Altivo, which was officially our last outing together
  
• The end of our relationship on a pretty bad note
• Tonnes of crying and depression
• 1 week of extreme depression
• Screwed up moodswings
• 4 months to fucking move on
• Lousy grade
  
• Working at Drew & Napier
• Science Dinner & Dance Committee
  
• Went bonkers when passed my driving test after the 4th bloody attempt
• Driving lessons with Dad, and learning how to park
• Realising that there are wayyy better guys out there, and glad that the break up did happen
• Enjoying the life of a singleton
• Realising that dating is so much more exciting that being in a fucking relationship
• Discovered that i may not want to commit to solely one guy anymore
• I still can't park the car
• I'm afraid of driving alone
• I miss all my friends abroad
• Sydney Summer Programme. The best thing that ever happened this year! Even better than the big break up!
• Knowing that i'm independent, and can live on my own
• The best book i've read this year was the Da Vinci Code
• Discovered that i definitely deserve more than just him. Really!
• Thankful that i heed everyone's advice, especially my bestest girlfriends. I love you all!
• I want a boyfriend who can drive and treat me like a million bucks.

(all points arranged in chronological orders)

Goodbye 2005. You've been pretty much a shitty year,and pls dont even mention the word memories to me.You've made me realised how week i am. And together with 2005, all the stupid booty calls shall end too.

Lets welcome 2006. I'm definitely stronger to brave all crap you throw at me. Hurhur. I'm expecting more fun out there! So pls, make it a good year

Yours truly,
Grace

i know i know..

its been really long, i feel as though this isn't really my blog anymore. Personal thoughts here? Haha, hm..still quite apprehensive, with techno-fucking-rati, sigh, there's only so much i could write about.

So, yes, i'm doing good, still surviving, doing my laundry, cooking with neighbours, learning the correc way to cook rice (without a rice cooker), frying almost every dish with oyster and terriyaki sauce, drinking juices in the morning instead of coffee etc etc.

5 aussie food i love

1. turkish pide
2. donuts
3. pies
3. their fattening frozen food
4. the bread
5. their dairy products (milk & ice-cream)

Of course, i miss alot of things in Sg. My family, friends, my bed. Eh..no, i actually love the bed here,with my favourite pillow, anything goes.Cheap hawker food, cai fan (mixed veggie rice), eastpoint, driving, crystal jade. Boohoo

Okay enough
im gonna leave you with a quote from a song

"isn't this the best part of breaking up, finding someone you can't get enough of"

To those who are feeling shitty about BGR, well, i say," listen to your heart"-roxette, if you think you would enjoy being single, go ahead.
I'm actually loving my life as it is now. So glad some things happened. Haha. It may be rotten at the beginning, but when time goes by, you realised that, its the wisest choice ever. And im talking about Letting Go. -Avril Lavigne. Haha.
Cheers to singlehood

Love ya all!
Grace

grocery shopping and the campus 

my room and apartment 

at the airport. 

Away in 3 days

Dear friends,
I've set up another blog at www.gday-mate.blogspot.com
This new blog is meant for me to jot down little experiences and stuff during my exchange stint, and also, to let my parents in on my life abroad. All comments will essentially be read by my folks.
So i would gladly appreciate that you guys NOT comments on the new blog regarding:

1. past relationships
2. the bad stuff that i've been doing. haha
3. me & dating
4. all my secrets. Whoever that has them
5. clubbing
6. visits to tourist attractions like Darling Harbour (my mom gets all paranoid)
7. THIS BLOG

However, this blog will not be defunct. I will still update this blog from time to time. Or if i feel there's a need to bitch about something which i don't wish to let my folks know. Heh. And for those who wish to get into the good books of my parents, here's your chance. Haha.