worrywart

I am a worry wart.

Over the past few days, i've been deliberating on so many things in my life. My career, my social life and obviously, the prospect of finding a significant other.

Maybe i'm just bored. Or maybe i really feel i am getting older. I think that what they call it, the Quarter Life Crisis (QLS). Even though there is definitely no scientific evidence to this symptom, i'm pretty sure we'll go all through it. It's only a matter of time!

Few days back, i felt like i was standing in the crossroad of my career path. Two factors i always consider. 1. Pay 2. Experience. To get a better learning experience, i would have to forgo a bigger pay cheque. Sometimes i don't know which is more important. Here in Sg, you need pay fat ass pay cheques to live comfortably. But what good is a job if you don't get tremendous satisfaction from learning new things on the job.

I never thought i would think about all these crap. How nice it was, being a secondary school or even a university student. All we had on our minds were school vacations and obviously the dreaded pre-exams stress, which of course lasts only for about 3 weeks. It's only the tip of the ice berg in comparison with this QLS.

Maybe it's just me, worrying too much. But i always like my life to be nicely laid out, so that i know i'm heading towards a certain direction. Life's definitely way too short of any mistakes or regrets. Am i a perfectionist or what?

On a lighter note, do visit my favourite website at www.livescience.com They've got pretty informative science related information and discoveries. Updated on a daily basis.

Instead of visiting Bloomberg (see, i don't even bother to hyper link this for you guys!), i'm visiting websites like these, digesting facts which are absolutely redundant in my career.

I hope next month would be better.

Also, i feel like my social circle is shrinking by the day. Even Evan and the Cat has friends at gym. Maybe i'm just oblivious to ppl around me because i always enjoyed the comfort of doing things alone, and being in my own world.

p.s: i downloaded the latest version of Firefox, and i didn't like it.
pps: it's been 4 weeks since my dog died.