save me, save the world

i don't know how small my pay cheque will shrink to in the next few months.

times like these, divine intervention is the only way out. who am i kidding.

for some reasons, i can't get to sleep. just hung up with the good old cat, had a cup of cereal, which should make me sleepy, but i'm still awake. i'm worried about the market situation. i've lost quite a bit on investments. i still feel i'm luckier than those who bough LB bonds. They don't even get back a cent. Imagine losing a fully paid condo in 2 months. i think i will cry.

sigh

i think i will go buy gold on saturday.