Just as I expected

Breaking up over MSN? Sounds so juvenile to me. Its probably the works of one's cowardice that he has to resort to something as pathetic as that."lets keep a distance", "we're not working out, i don't have that feeling anymore" Just that two solid lines to call for a breakup. Oh come on, we're 21, we're no longer 14. He's probably too ashamed to meet up and talk in person. He can't even bring himself to mention BREAKUP. He probably has no balls to be upfront, and put a proper closure to the mess he single-handedly created. All he does is run away, hoping that the problem will disappear, He thinks that "Don't know you lah" is the magic word to resolve all problems. If you can't face reality, or tackle a problem with guts, and openess, maybe you haven't grown up. A man, thats what i would like to call you, but i'm afraid not. Because i think a 'high school teenager' sounds more appropriate. Each and everytime, such ppl run away from problems, don't want to face it, they think the problem can resolve by itself. Little do they know that the problem accumulates, and inadvertently magnifies the entire situation. Don't you dare call it a drama, cuz the director of the drama is none other than yourself. Shame on you. I have no respect for ppl who keep running away from their problems, instead of facing them, and do something about it. I despise these ppl. Well, if running away does make you feel better, ha, i think you have a screwed up life and mentality.

While others prefer being in a relationship, there would always be a bunch who prefer the 'dating phase' (read: going to be in a rship, but not yet, or maybe never?). Well, there could only be one explaination for that. That is, these ppl, again, coward like the ppl mentioned above, suffers from commitophobia. Wonder if there's such a word. Fear of commitments, to put in formally. So you see, they "miss" the time where they could fall in love (as though they're in high school. Its not Sweet Valley anymore when you're 21. TWENTY-ONE. If you're still too young to read numbers), much more than being in love because, when you fall in love, you're not actually together, no strings attached, and if you've decided to chicken out (which he did a trillion times), you could always revert back to the 'we-are-just-friends phase'. And then all problems will miraculously be 'resolved' again. The End for the coward, and a deep wound for the victim. Life just ain't fair is it? As for being in love, strings are definitely attached, hence you get something called 'Emotional Attachment' Sounds familiar? Oh, thats just one of the other examples of ppl who can't face the real world. Problems problems problems. They know they have problems, yet they don't wanna speak up. They keeep all their problems to themselves because they think everyone, with 23 pairs of chromosomes is psychic, if not, they bottle up, their problems, and keep complaining incessantly about how sucky their life is. yada yada yada. If you ever know of a friend who's like that, i suggest you don't give a fuck about them. Ask them to blame it on themselves, because they deserve it.

Top 3 excuses of 'these ppl'
1. i'm not expressive
2. i'm not good with words
3. I'm mysterious (maybe becuz of my star sign), and there are many doors to be opened before you can get to me. Or rather, maybe you have many doors, but all of them are locked.
So once ppl try to open the first door, and realised that its lock, they probably won't wanna keep trying anymore. Not everyone can be a Mother Theresa, so patient and kind.

Vengence and hatred. So much in me. That i don't feel like myself sometimes. Maybe i've changed. People change. Guns & Roses said "Nothing lasts forever, and we know both hearts can change". What you get now is not Amazing Grace. I will look at you with hatred in my eyes. I've never hated anyone before. Congratulations on being the first. I pledge to treat others with kindness, even animals, but not to scums. And if ever i come across any guy who's like you, i make sure he suffers twice of what i've gone through. Double the pain, the misery, the tears, the heartache. Nothing less.

Jerk (just one of the few names that some have given you). I've invested too much on you. And i never want to see you ever again in my life. Block me for all i care, That is how childish. Grow up pls, should've known better that you're not the least mature enough to handle a relationship, nor your stupid "mysterious" self. Even if you unblock me, i wouldn't even waste my energy talking to you. Its not like you're that entertaining.

This is quite a showdown eh?

At least i have learned to face problems, and i'm still learning to let go. I try. Not like some others who don't even attempt to face the problem before their eyes. Interestingly, hating you makes moving on so much easier. I wish i hated you a long time ago. Damn it. I shouldn't even be too nice. DAMN DAMN IT.