Thursday, November 03, 2005

I'm feeling fucked up as ever each time i look at past entries/diary entries.
FUCKED UP.

read the fucked up shit here.

Now, the problem is not becuz i miss him, or how i wanna patch (hell no! fucking disgusting thought), but rather, why do i deserve to be hurt that badly? Why must i be the one feeling sad/depressed all for one person? Why did i have to go through all of these, when all i wanna do is give all my love to that 1 person.

Why?

I swear i totally don't deserve all that crap

Me and my bloody bo-liaoness. Shouldn't even bother reading the damn archives nor my diary.
They can go burn in hell.
I hate them. And i hate the hell outta him!
Asshole.

Don't even try asking whether i have moved on or not, becuz i don't know, and i really don't care.
You can go judge for yourself.

4 Comments:

At 11:38 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's time to delete all the past/diary entries & throw/give away anything to do with him. Get him out of your life once and for all. He's NOT worth it & you don't deserve all that crap. Your soulmate is out there somewhere, it's just a matter of time when you find him. Trust me, I've been there.

 
At 3:49 AM, Blogger stark said...

that's what first relationships always do to you. in way, they fuck you up real bad for a real long period of time. but the good thing is, this emotional trauma kinda prepares you for the subsequent breakups and, trust me, breakups will be less and less significant soon enough :)

i'm always here to hear you bitch about him. god knows you've always been there to listen to me whine. haha

 
At 8:26 PM, Blogger grace said...

hey bloghopper!
Thanks for the advice. Really appreciate it.
Well, duh he's not worth it. That fucking piece of shit.

And as for nick, Haha
What can i say, you've been in and out of rship as many times as ive rebonded my hair. Of course break up won't mean much to you. HEE.
Hope the germs infects you!

 
At 7:14 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Dear Fatty Grace, why the sudden rage! Anyway as wonderful as having a boyfriend is, being single can be just as great! sorry I am back to my old self now haha. P.s *ti** b**es!

Dear Nick, not true ahahahahaha look at Meems and her ex-Dennis. But yea Ben would fuck her up.

Remember to remind Meems about Hubs and Chubs.

Amanda

 

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