SCAMP 2005

i'm really tired. And it doesnt help that i have to wake up early for work tmr
Today i took leave from work because Althea wants the Dinner & Dance Comm to be present at SCAMP ( Science CAMP) so we could scout for potential pageant beauties.

We went to Palawan Beach, thinking this is the best opportunity ever. We can judge them from their bodies and their au natural beauty, without make up. Hurhur. Much to my chagrin, the girls were so covered up. They wear a bikini/sports bra under a t-shirt. And this girl, even had the guts to wear a daisy duck t-shirt, that i would never wear out, unless i'm at home. I was telling Nic how hard it'll be for us to pick pageant ppl. We don't want to force ourselves to pick ppl whom we think are not that attractive. And as for the guys, slightly better, but still not that fantastic. Ching chong chang, all speaking chinese. FAINT. Then i caught an eye candy. Wah killer eyes, killer body/tan. Only to know that he's actually a senior!! (and how come i've never seen him in sch before) And he actually was the winner for last year's Union Pageant. He was like how shy, cuz we were just staring at him, and i think he saw us, and he forced a smile. A killer smile!!. Hur

We helped out in some games, did the make up for Fright Night. Wah lau, how scary can! Its at those Colonial Houses where no one lives. Gives me the creep. And i didn't dare go in. Heh. I already run up the stairs when i come home at night and you still want me to go in?

All in all, a fun-filled day, but a lousy weather. All clouds! Tan what! Haiyo!! Then we had some free time, Sharon said she wanted to trim my eye brows. So i let her do it. And you wonder why she brought a tweezer to camp. Instead of carrying a normal duffel bag, she brings a trolley bag. The kind you use when you're going bangkok or what. FAINT. Then she started talking about relationships and stuff. And when she asked how was mine, i told her it was over. And she started asking abit more, like when,why etc. And i couldn't help but like teared. And i know i couldnt get away with this tearing shit, i can't say sand went into my eye or my contacts giving me problem, cuz she was doing my eyebrows and its so obvious why i teared.! what a fucking loser i am. Glad only 3 ppl saw that. And they offered me tissue. And i told them not to talk about it anymore/ever again. While Sharon gave a lame comment " its okay to cry, but don't cry when someone is plucking your eyebrows!". haha. She's damn funny lah. At least she makes me laugh and forget about everything.

At least the sadness comes and go, and not linger forever. Maybe it does, but i always find a way to escape from being sad. Like making myself fucking tired before i go to sleep.