Now who is the real banker?

Life at branch is so much different as compared to being a trainee, doing dumbass tagging at ATM lobbies. I swear the latter was a chore, a pain in the bloody ass.

I can safely say that being in a branch gave me some sense of belonging. At least i know i have my very own laptop, table (though shared), access to printers, forms and whats not. The trade off is that i'm under constant supervision.

So to date, i've closed 70k worth of investments. Hmm..pretty good for a start. I deserve a pat on the back. I hope to do as much as possible.

Lately, my night routine has also changed. Phone conversation with Gerald ala Late nights with the Talk show has been drastically reduced. Maybe its because we're both tired, or the fact that we both have to report to our respective branch at 930! Gone were the training days where we could snooze in class, or report to work at 1130am. Which in a way is good, because for the past 2 months, i realised the late night a) gave me terrible complexion b) screwed up my metabolism, hence the weight gain c) gave me dark eye rings d) made waking up in the morning a bitch.
So, to replace all that, books and Desperate Housewives came into place. I now immerse myself with that scandalous drama, and if i have the energy, i'll read. Usually biz times. Righto.

It did feel strange initially not having him calling me daily. Or sometimes 3-4 times a day especially when we're both bumming ard at home on weekends. Can't really describe the feeling. I did feel like something's amiss, but i guess i gotta get used to it. We hadn't called each other for 3 days or so (i was mad at him for not calling back when he said he would, hence, i didnt take the initiative to call him). But today, when he called me in the morning and in the evening, things fell back into place again, right where they belonged. Very bizzare.
Even our email conversation throughout the day didn't feel as right as the 2 phone calls in the day.

Hmm............aiyah fuck. Shan't dwell on it. Called it quits means quits. Why botherrrrrrrrrr

First things first!

Get at least 2k worth of comm this month!!!!!!!!!

note to self: you already called it quits!!! Stand firm to your bloody decision!