Work Woes

It's been confirmed that i'll be trained in cytology by the pathologist.

I don't know why i'm having so much reservations.
For one, i feel that i can't be doing this lab thing until my hair turns grey. I don't wanna disappoint the people who believed in me.
On the other hand, i feel i'm not doing myself any justice. I feel that i may not be cut out for cyto. I can't find that sense of self-satisfaction. i want to find other avenues to maximize my potentials. [science is really not my cup of tea, though i grasp concepts and theories really quickly]

I feel so troubled.

But i shall just go with the flow for now.